2009-08-02

msjorje: (pregnancy)
2009-08-02 08:56 am
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Gestational Diabetes

I had a rough morning already with it. My fasting level was a little high. Mom thinks my numbers are high because I'm stressing more about it and I think she really may be on to something there. I'm having a hard time not stressing about it.

I tested and went into the kitchen to find breakfast and couldn't find much of anything that I wanted. I wanted cereal, but the only kind I have has WAY too many carbs! I didn't feel like cooking eggs and really waited til I was too hungry to cook anyway. I opened the pantry and could feel tears welling up in my eyes.

So I am having yet another PB&J, with the last of my special bread. I really need to go to the store. Really.

I'm just getting frustrated. Only 8 more weeks, probably not even that long. I can DO this.

I think I can. I think I can. I think I can.