msjorje | Pregnancy Stuff

So on Thursday I'll be 39 (out of 40) weeks. Doc had said he wanted her to be a week early. Before the Gestational Diabetes, he was willing to wait until 41 weeks. I have been worried about her getting too big... as that has been the medical concern as well. Though I find myself thinking... she'll come out when she is ready! I think that is just my fear of Pitocin talking. I want to say no - we'll just wait. But if she is too big, we risk having to have a Cesarean. THAT would be worse than induction! At least in my book it would be. I so want to have a natural birth again... Sigh.

I'm feeling blah today. Just blah. I was really stiff earlier and that sucked. My back hurt bad enough that my eyes were watering. But really... I'm just blah.